tough and brave

Now, i know i need to be clear-minded.
I need to write more. contribute more time to think. Life purpose? whatever.
Maybe writing is better for me.

the life here is somewhat boring.

But i have started to quit playing game. I think this is a good start for my life.

" Struggle is the way to strengthen it."

I want to strengthen myself. To be tough and brave.

with family

I want to help my family. How can i help? what can i help?

1. save money
2. talk to your brother.
3. talk to mum and dad at least every week. You won't know when will be the end day.

Explore life

Who i am? What i am going to be? How i spend my time?
Think about these.

i do things make me survive. And after that what is the meaning of life?
Ya, what the hell should i be like these? Do i supposed to do anything?

I would like to explore these.

I think i write too little. Maybe i need to write more.

Morning:
We quarreled. I said i don't want to go to anyplace. She is disappointed about this. She want to celebrate New Year's eve. but there is some question in transportation which have been always a problem. I think i need to speak nicer to her.
she mentioned something which is profound yesterday night. I take everything to seriously. I want to fill my time meaningfully.
Enjoy it. just like in the high school where you enjoy maths and sciences.
Take some time to be alone. stop and think about. Your life. Where my life leads me.

Afternoon:
We keep on quarreled. We slept. We do nothing. Life is spent in the way you don't like it. It is fine. You get it or you learn it. And i learn that the best way to stop quarrel is not to quarrel. No talking. just being away. cool us down.

Maybe we should sometime go out for a run. Ya. A run. why not?

Night:

We booked pizzas. We watched lost.
If we are not going to live together, we are going to die alone.
For the world, for my environment, for my love.

Physics as a hobby

What kinda life i want to lead? what's wrong with your hobby?

Nothing wrong. ya, something wrong. Listen to music through score. let's try it.
let's see.

don't use computer too much.
The study of ED is good. Problems are hard but some of them are nice. I wish i can finish all 10 chaps and also study of mechanics. Ya.

Hobby? music. reading. yogaing. chatting with friends.

Make physics your hobby. ya.

life

What kind of research you want to do?

Kinda good that i started reading Mechanics now and finished the first two chaps. Feels good. I will study ED too. Hope i can have a good understanding about them and can answer one of them in qualifier.

In ChemPhy exam, You only need to choose one question from Mechanics, ED, SM. Since i will study SM, so i think it is not a big deal then.

I love chian yi. hehe

Mum

Today, My mum is going to visit my girlfriend, to ask her to help me bring something. She is so good to me. The journey is long, not by our car but by taxi. She is very good to us.
I always think how can i pay back. I need to work harder.

Love you mum.

peaceful warrior

I just watched "the peaceful warrior".
A very nice movie.
I think the theme of this movie is telling us to enjoy the journey, no matter in what situation you are, pay attention to the moment right now, get all the trashes out from your mind and enjoy the very moment of life.
The interesting part of the background of this movie is that the director was a prisoner committing crime of child molest. He is inspired by the autobiography written by the main character inside the movie.

The movie reminds me what i have done during my University day when i learn yoga and meditation with Dada Shuba. He is a nice guy. I think i should carry on my meditation and yoga practice.