Explore life

Who i am? What i am going to be? How i spend my time?
Think about these.

i do things make me survive. And after that what is the meaning of life?
Ya, what the hell should i be like these? Do i supposed to do anything?

I would like to explore these.

I think i write too little. Maybe i need to write more.

Morning:
We quarreled. I said i don't want to go to anyplace. She is disappointed about this. She want to celebrate New Year's eve. but there is some question in transportation which have been always a problem. I think i need to speak nicer to her.
she mentioned something which is profound yesterday night. I take everything to seriously. I want to fill my time meaningfully.
Enjoy it. just like in the high school where you enjoy maths and sciences.
Take some time to be alone. stop and think about. Your life. Where my life leads me.

Afternoon:
We keep on quarreled. We slept. We do nothing. Life is spent in the way you don't like it. It is fine. You get it or you learn it. And i learn that the best way to stop quarrel is not to quarrel. No talking. just being away. cool us down.

Maybe we should sometime go out for a run. Ya. A run. why not?

Night:

We booked pizzas. We watched lost.
If we are not going to live together, we are going to die alone.
For the world, for my environment, for my love.